A Bright Comeback

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May 15, 2013.
She was my everything. From the second I saw her. I had only heard of a love this deep. And now I felt it, for my niece Aleah.
We knew something was wrong. The doctors tried and tried to fix it, but there was no hope. I continued to have faith, because I knew my God could have healed her. I know He could have, and He didn’t. That’s what gets me.
May 26, 2013 around 4:30, my everything, Aleah Lenee, met her master.
This shook my faith …. Just beyond measure.
Every night I prayed. Every day I cried out to Him.
That’s what gets me.
But I have now realized that He obviously needed her more. Though it would help me a lot to have her here, I think she was just here temporary, and I am grateful for the time I had with her.

I am finally to the point where I want to write again.
I’m ready to make a comeback and get my relationship back with The Lord.

Prayer Request

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Please pray for my beautiful Niece Aleah. She was born yesterday with no intestines, and with a blood clot. Lord I lift her up to you, just show Your mighty power. Be the hope her mother never knew! As of now, they say she isnt going to make it, but who’s the One who walked on water?! YOU. Who can make a lame man get up, and walk again? YOU. I trust You with her, and beg, Please get my baby girl home.

He’s never failed me.

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I always seem to say, “Music is the only thing I love. Its never given up or failed me”

When the truth is, Music has in a way, failed me. Honors orchestra; almost quit.  Messing up in competitions or exhibition shows. It was not God who failed me, but perhaps music. If that makes sense. I need to stop putting my faith in something that fails me almost every other day, and put my faith in the One God who makes my fears go away.

If you guys could just.. Pray for me.

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I’m tired of living a life for myself. I am getting no where, and I have realized that I need Him. I need to be found. I know that everything that is lost is eventually found, but i don’t want to wait. I want God’s glory to shine through me NOW. He is the only one who doesn’t give up on me, and will always be there… Whenever I need him. He’s just perfect, and just what I need. Maybe i have always known this, and just chose to ignore it, or i just had a revelation.

Do you ever just

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Do you ever just see a picture, or post and realize that what the person is describing is exactly you? That the post was just confirmation to your thoughts. Like you just relate to the person, and you just realize that Jesus Christ loves you still ? Through it all, He will, and that you need to get found again? Thats exactly me.

Happy Endings

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Every story has a happy ending. Wether it be Jesus in disguise, you getting your prince, or finally being free again, in the end there will be happiness. So us, as a nation will rise above this senseless tragety, and will live each day in search of our happy ending. Because I promise you, it is there. A locksmith wouldn’t make a lock with out a key, right? God wouldn’t let problems enter our lives unless He had a plan, right? So we wait. We pray. We give. And most of all, show our compassion. Without love, what are we? We can give millions of dollars, gallons of blood, but without love what are we? Pray for the happy ending to come sooner than thought. Pray for justice for whoever did this. Pray for Boston.